These days I don't know myself

These walls like a prison cell

I'm home

Alone

I find holes in the fairy tales

Truth is, I put you through hell

I know

Case closed

One foot in front of the other

Hands on the rail so I don't go under

Everybody says I just gotta get through the day

So I make my bed like a ghost in the morning

Pour a cold cup of coffee

With the smell of you on these sheets in my own mess

I made my bed and I lay in it lonely

Gotta lay in it lonely

Gotta stay in it knowing I only did this to myself

Knees weak and these shaking hands

Too stubborn to make amends

Back thеn

Back then

I was young, dumb, and innocent, I know

Thesе cheap words don't mean anything

My friend

My friend, no, I

Everybody says I just gotta get through the day

So I make my bed like a ghost in the morning

Pour a cold cup of coffee

With the smell of you on these sheets in my own mess

I made my bed and I lay in it lonely

Gotta lay in it lonely

Gotta stay in it knowing I only did this to myself

This is nothing that flowers will fix

I can say sorry but it is what it is, what it is

All I can do now is hope you find someone who sees you

Someone who treats you like I never did

So I gotta sit in this, I gotta live with this now

Staring at the door I pushed you out of

So I make my bed like a ghost in the morning

Pour a cold cup of coffee

With the smell of you on these sheets in my own mess

I made my bed and I lay in it lonely (I lay in it lonely)

Gotta lay in it lonely

Gotta stay in it knowing I only did this to myself