Lights out

I'm calling from a thousand miles away

You're goin' 'bout your day

While I've been struggling to catch my sleep

The days start blending into weeks

It feels like we don't have a thing to say

'Cause I haven't seen your face in months

And you just think I'm out of touch

But it's not fair, I'm everywhere while you're just waiting

For someone who can give enough

When life's been dealing all too much

I'm hating how it played out on the day I had to leave

'Cause now I'm scared to love

the thought of you the way you did with me

I know you'll break and bend

and meet your end before I'll ever be

The one to fall for someone I could barely see

Right now

I think you hope we're farther than we've come

But so much time has gone

Like, how'd I end up at your family home?

While mine has only seen you once

I hate how we skipped past the parts I want

But it's feeling like it's all too rushed

And you just think I'm out of touch

But it's not fair, I'm everywhere while you're just waiting

I'm hating how it played out on the day I had to leave

'Cause now I'm scared to love

the thought of you the way you did with me

I know you'll break and bend

and meet your end before I'll ever be

The one to fall for someone I could barely see

You're holding on, I'm holding out

You're looking up as I let you down

You look at me a certain way

that I just can't reciprocate so well

I'm sorry that you fell

'Cause now I'm hating how it played out

on the day I had to leave

And now I'm scared to love

the thought of you the way you did with me

I know you'll break and bend

and meet your end before I'll ever be

The one to fall for someone I could barely see

I'm hating how it played out on the day I had to leave

'Cause now I'm scared to love

the thought of you the way you did with me

I know you'll break and bend

and meet your end before I'll ever be

The one to fall for someone I could barely see