I haven't seen too many years

But I have feared and I have loved

I've fallen through the sky without a parachute and died

And then gone back again to jump

I've walked along the highway at midnight

Cried head inside my hands

I did beg of you to pull me out the fire

And came out on my own and singing like a man

Not a single scar left on my heart

Was left there by an enemy

Just old familiar stories and precious things that

All got the very best of me

When tanner fell, I learned what it feels like

What it's like to fear the phone

But if he hadn't left a big dent in that roof

I don't believe that anybody could have known

I've surely come a long way since eighteen

But some part of me stayed locked in that car

And now I often wonder if I ask that kid now

"Are you proud of who we are? "

If I sat him down and told him all these stories

All the worse and all the better

Would he want everything I have loved and I have lost

Would he still go and get them sunflowers and leather?

Would you like who I am now?

Now that I'm a little older

Now that Georgia got colder

Now that I am on the run

Did I hold to every promise?

Did I do it all for love?

Did I go and make you proud here?

Will I ever do enough? Oh