Ownin' it tonight

My e-e-e-e-ego

Ownin' it tonight

My e-e-e-e-ego

What's that thing that they say?

What's that old cliché?

"Right person, wrong timing"

Perfectly applies to the situation I'm in

I know they tell you pressure makes diamonds

But the pressure that you puttin' on me won't get you a ring

Won't get you my heart, won't get you a thing

So, if you really want a ring, I can Amazon it

Get you a doorbell with that lil' camera on it, uh

Renovation, get you with some Panasonic

Back porch with a hammock on it, I can manage that

Heartbreak, you can bandage that

If it's really that hard to go on

you can park in a handicap

You don't laugh, you just say, "Goddammit, Jack"

Told me you just don't wanna see it, and I ran with that

Told you I'm done with her and ran it back

Told me you having trouble even understanding that

Told you I'm sorry, and it's not the type of man I am

Told me you sick of hearing sorry, am I ever gonna change?

Am I ever gonna grow up?

Will it ever be the same as it was when we first met?

A minute goes by, and I still ain't said a word yet

Another minute passes, and I'm tryna make it hurt less

Don't know how to tell you that I

don't know if it's ever gonna change

And I don't know if I'm ever gonna work less

But you my first love, and it hurts, yes

No one knows me like you know me, I'm—

I'm imperfect, I'm not perfect

I can't seem to get close to anyone

If anybody has an answer, then give me one

You can ask my ex for her opinion

Too used to getting what he wants, when he wants

Maybe I'm too warm like the Caribbean

And then turn reptile like amphibian

Can't be controlled by, uh, anyone

Can't seek control, I need 51

You can't just be pretty, I need a witty one

But who am I to be looking for Joan Didion?

You know my heart ain't glass, it's obsidian

I'm posted up in this condominium

Lots of ones that I've lusted over

But I don't wanna spend time with any of 'em

Why?

'Cause you my first love, and it hurts, yes

No one knows me like you know me, I'm—

I'm imperfect, I'm not perfect

Ownin' it tonight

My e-e-e-e-ego

Ownin' it tonight

My—