Where do you go when you always feel so low
All my scars are so loud
And all my friends are burned out
So I don't let the sickness show

I know you mean well
But it's best that I don't speak
Somehow I'm always upset
And I would rather be dead

Than ever drag you down with me
Feelin' like a burden for hurtin'
And I don't know why
Don't know why

Feelin' like a burden for hurtin'
And I don't know why
I'm a mess
So depressed

It's hard to get out of my head
In the end it's probably best to say nothing
Say nothing
My defense

All my friends
They like me more when I pretend
In the end it's probably best to say nothing
Say nothing

Where do you go when you're healing way too slow
Cause the pressure I feel
To keep it all concealed
Makes me wanna be alone

On the surface I'm fine
But the walls are caving in
It's a struggle no doubt
I'd rather shut down

Than be judged for who I am
Feelin' like a burden for hurtin'
And I don't know why
Don't know why

Feelin' like a burden for hurtin'
And I don't know why
I'm a mess
So depressed

It's hard to get out of my head
In the end it's probably best to say nothing
Say nothing
My defense

All my friends
They like me more when I pretend
In the end it's probably best to say nothing
Say nothing

Stop pushing me and let this go
It's better that you never know
'Cause I would rather hold it in
Til I run out of oxygen

Than spill it out and lose control
It's better that you never know
If I don't keep my secrets safe
The ones I love would never stay
They never stay
They never stay

It's getting hard to breathe sometimes
I don't wanna be alive some nights
Just trying to find a reason why
Just trying to find a reason why
I'm a mess

So depressed
It's hard to get out of my head
In the end it's probably best to say nothing
Say nothing

My defense
All my friends
They like me more when I pretend
In the end it's probably best to say nothing

Say nothing
Stop pushing me and let this go
It's better that you never know
I would rather hold it in

Til I run out of oxygen
Than spill it out and lose control
It's better that you never know

If I don't keep my secrets safe
The ones I love would never stay
They never stay
They never stay