Living in my truest form, you abuse it

Pride to the side, don't you make me look foolish

If you say it's love, then it's love, go on, prove it

If you say it's up, then it's up, go on, prove it

Fuck what your friends say, women play, men play

Like us off the lust, off the nights we done spent late

Sometimes, I wonder, did I say what I didn't say?

Sometimes, I wonder, did you say what you didn't say?

I still wonder if it's gon' work, wonder if it's gon' hurt

Wonder, would you stick around if you did that phone search?

Wonder, would you run with me?

Clean and load the gun with me?

Many moons we knew, can you spin under the sun with me?

Argue and have fun with me? Or would you be done with me?

Kick back and relax, fuck it, can you smoke a blunt with me?

His and hers and stunt with me? That shit ain't enough to me

Too much to take back

start from scratch from the jump with me

Know you can't forgive just all the shit I did

The clock ticked, I admit, but I treat you like my rib

Nothing 'bout this love is mid, I still see us having kids

Infidelity, you telling me, I'm telling you how it is

Screaming out

"Don't you lie to me" 'cause you invade my privacy

All through my phone and laptop like it's hiding me

Not the first and not the last to go through these troubles

Letting temporary time later on leave you humble

please don't

These nights, I wonder

Close my eyes at night and I wonder

This time, I got it right, but still wonder

Hope this life will not take me under

Hope this life will not take me under

Hope this life will not take me under

Living in my truest form, you abuse it

Pride to the side, don't you make me look foolish

If you say it's love, then it's love, go on, prove it

If you say it's up, then it's up, go on, prove it

Fuck what your friends say, women play, men play

Like us off the lust, off the nights we done spent late

Sometimes, I wonder, did I say what I didn't say?

Sometimes, I wonder, did you say what you didn't say?

The stage is set, the time is now, I made the moves

I learned to win all by not being scared to lose

I went broke from paying bills and paying dues

Account was in the red, shit, I was damn near turning blue

Then I made it back, back 'gainst the wall, I need it all

Lord, lock me in, I don't read them texts

don't answer calls

I'm talking every season, I only fall when it's fall

Like a newborn baby, I'ma leave all in awe

Okay, now turn me up, you niggas trippin', I mean business

You can't take the heat?

Then get the fuck up out this kitchen

Talkin' tunnel vision, can't let nothing throw me off pivot

Every problem there's solution

if you get it, then you get it

Yes, I wonder if I'm still conscious

or this just all a dream

While I wake up in cold sweats and start to swing

Yeah, nigga, of course I'm conscious, I need me everything

Adderall my phetamine and let my God set the scene

These nights, I wonder

Close my eyes at night and I wonder

This time, I got it right but still wonder

Hope this life will not take me under

Hope this life will not take me under

Hope this life will not take me

Eyes haven't seen, ears haven't heard

Of all the things that You have planned for his life

As You take him higher, God, I ask that You keep him safe

From dangers seen and unseen, God

Destroy the plans of the enemy

Lord, make his enemies his footstool

God, I ask that You bless those that bless him

And curse those that curse him (Those that curse him)